And I so wanted you to know me
And God and I would pray and cry
Wanted you to know God's words &
How He's there and how He's helped me
many times - as we sat and I listened to
You - I thought prayer, prayer helps here
But I wasn't strong enough to make: to ask
It so and the moment would pass &
I would have this feeling I failed God
And failed you yet again - that night
When all my pride was gone: I finally
Had the strength to ask for you to pray
With me - not a tear escaped me at that
moment - even as I searched for the words
And you filled them in - God is strange
He will use what ever means necessary
And I just have to laugh cuz once more
I got what I so desperately wanted - what
Else is there but to laugh and ask really?
God really?
