obliquity

I don’t like it at all
How dark it gets so 
Soon - it’s creepy 
Enough to spy into 
A life that was once 
Mine - I’ll go mad 
In no time if I don’t 
Stop - I’ve broken 
My rule now twice 
Only once in a day 
I swore to myself 
A glimpse of happiness 
And her other companions 
And perhaps a glimpse 
Of more - or less or what 
Will set me free or keep me