control above genes

operating from fear
in a known factor 

it stems from the manure 
fed into by media & news 

and parents and educators 
all meaning well to live 

it leaves us blind to thought 
thought already in streams 

we feed on it, we live in it 
we dream of it - this fear 

prolonged by generations 
in our genetics.* this junk 

we argue: it is fight or flight 
in truth it is neither. it is fear

a simple stream of fear we 
collected and renamed to fit 

love, safety, a dull existential 
existence of what kafka wrote 

when he was a vermin**

*Epigenetics and the New Science of Thriving in Autism: How the Parents' and the Caregivers’ Expectations Directly Affects the Autistic Child's Ability to Thrive: Rajalakshmi Kandaswamy

**The Metamorphosis (Die Verwandlung): Franz Kafka