spiritual messenger aka ourravingred cardinal

- and so he knocks and knocks 

and i believe his little beak will 

break. i have heard him crash 

against the window. seen him 

spread his wings as if the very 

vision will scare off his image 

i've tried to catch him. i went 

out, bought seed and a wooden 

house. placed it in the bush. i 

hear his song. it is a slow tune 

i want to speak with him. let 

him know that once a long time 

ago - i sat in a chair and watched 

a storm of red birds sweep into 

the sky and land carefully 

         -  wing to wing -  across - a slate -  tin 

roof - i want to tell him i was younger 

- open to the messages he may carry - 

from the heavens and the earth - now all 

i care about is my sanity and the constant 

knocking at a window that will never open