a·ban·don·ment

i seem to have forgotten 
the mallet again - i need 
it to bang out the error i 
made - a miscalculation 
of height and depth. i’m
not good at reaching such 
abrasive mathematical 
consolations. so many 
have died this past year 
there’s not enough time 
to go and visit the dead 
some i don’t even know 
where they are planted 
this mallet will help take 
out the kink in the metal 
awning so recklessly put 
by me in a moment of not 
anger, not disappointment
just that life is too short to 
keep a score card  
mallet