not the old us, not the now us
. . . . but the future us: problem
is - i don’t know them yet . . . .
stronger,gooder, more pleasing
to the touch perhaps - perhaps
more independent not so closed
off: more empowered to sit and
not fear: don’t know that us yet
don’t know the how or the what
or the why or even the when still
i know i‘m excited more excited
...than i have been in a long time
