Having been trained in this art
(as most damaged children are) - I find
It hard to accept any love not
Earned. Thus if I do A and do
It well then my reward is a bit
Of love: but this is a premise
That is false and even though
My analytical brain understands
A has nothing to do with love I
Still hold out hope for it because
If truth be told (and now I have no choice but to tell the truth)
If I never do A then there is nothing to lose
(Problem is true, honest love
((the kind I have for you - and God has for me))
never works like that - it has no end :)