a lite martyrdom

"heat of molten air" f* beautiful
i'm in that kinda mood - angry
with no real direction or reason

a moment in love the next not
and it has gone like this each
day - perhaps it's the day and

my past and how my past seems
to be doing so good but i still
remember the years - how the day

was just that a day, and how 2am
would come and go and the park
needed him to open so he stayed

now it's a job, a momentary stop
in his life, nineteen years & such
beautiful days to enjoy with no

one in particular - odd how it is
different yet oddly the same - a

momentary pause of hope however lite