conjugate variables

i know how: i know why: i know when
still don't 
i'm told by the masses it will
fade. one day 
i will awake: my thought will
be of the sky 
a pleasant bygone memory: perhaps 
that is it - i 
rage against the norm. i've 
always been 
stubborn. why not - what is 
another but time 
i don't have much left - so i will
pick lilies or 
daisies or roses or whatever flower 
is appropriate till 
it all comes to pass 
as it should. is that 
passive aggressive perhaps 
but perhaps is all that is needed