false awakening

to turn 
my passion 
into a profit 
has a tinge 
of the demonic - perhaps 
it's like this for all writers 
or at least those 
who feel their words 
are somehow theirs 
completely a part of a birth: i would rather 
my poems be free: a collection of words 
organized in form are somewhat lost in space 
in an abyss
in a black hole
that pulls 
 the soul