perhaps

perhaps i was too excited
and gave too much info

inviting her was too much
still it would have been

fun driving north, packing
items and snacks. stopping

along the way for pie & pics

perhaps that's what scared
her most, a car, a trip, a fear

stepping away from our life

from the people who want
and want, take and take and

to sit and listen to this or that
being: thousands of souls

perhaps we'd listen to stories
similar to ours or worse or more

perhaps we learn more about
each other - perhaps that is the fear

perhaps she fears taking from God
what is his rightfully - but one can

never take from God: we all belong
to Him

even a wise river and this harvester