at what cost -

it is a lesson learned 
to love the Healer and not expect the healing*

it is a hard lesson 
life is built on expectations and validations 

so when the healer 
says no - no matter the healer's occupation

mechanic, lawyer, pastor, computer fixer upper, or a plain dear friend 

it spirals into disbelief 
on why a healer whose job it is to heal won't 

simply heal 

to learn the lesson 

one has to

cause the disbelief
because 

sometimes just because the healer can doesn't mean the healer should 

yet most times just because the healer can - the Healer will

turn water into wine**


*More than Anything: Natalie Grant
 
**  John 2:1-11