dual impedance or jazz growing up

it is hard being the daughter of an engineer
                  raised by a piano player: there is

a part that fixes, makes more efficient, or finds
a solution when none is truly wanted but perhaps

needed

this part of me sleeps when the other

is awake

it is easier this way - so i can do what

needs to be done

the sound of keys on the keyboard, the words that spin
in my head - keep me up - and away from that which

needs fixing

time inefficient, solutions wanted &; unneeded: it is

the sound

of the keys, the echoing in my head that once

there was a man

and he could do all with his hands but walked away
another who could do nothing but play but decided

to stay anyways

still i wonder of the bridges i could build

if i was the daughter of a piano player
                           raised by an engineer