it takes a special
kinda crazy
to love crazy -
& this wkend
all sorts of crazy
in a bucket
that turned out ok
- gives me
pause there is a God
and he is
looking after me
and you
perhaps it was enough
to see this
life through or
perhaps it's
not still I sit here
and ponder
how I still sit here
how the trees
made noises, how
the dog never
barked or made a
noise & how
the one cat that
never seeks
attention caused
turmoil in you
how his meowing
woke us: how
you slipped away
letting him in
and never fell in
the shit left
behind by Happiness - God is
merciful even
when we forget to open the door
