i hv
to give
it all up
this constant
jealousy
it eats up
my time
takes out
my logic
replaces it
with loose
rocks
that have
no shape
or reason
they are
not even
pebbles
pebbles at
least are
useful to
skip across
a river park
or decorate
a vase - these
are jagged
useless rocks
that hv
no purpose
other than
hurt - I'm
going to
put them
all down
pick up
a bucket
place them
all in
put a lid
walk to
the nearest body
of water
and let it
go down
years from now
the rocks
will turn to sand
sand hit
by lightning
will turn
into hollow art
and i will
spot it
as i walk
by a reflection
of jealousy
- nothing more
