Red Woods

I wish I had
 told you 
I had so many words 
in my head 
 I would 
escape to write them 
on napkins or slivers 
of papers
like the tide 
or the well placed rocks 
the moose we saw: my 
words left - even 
our bad days 
made for 
good poems 
because the sky 
opened up and begged 
me to write as you climbed 
and my heart 
stopped in fear 
I wanted nothing more than 
to sit and organize 
my scattered 
words - I have notes, 
images, feelings 
as we turned back 
looking for apple pie
still those poems are lost
 their sense of being 
I am glad you know
 for when we meet 
in the greatest city in the world 
you may understand 
my distance is not 
detachment 
just the opposite 
it is love