interstice

i like being older. 

i am that much closer 

to the end of my most

amazing story 

i'll be allowed to 

sleep more, read more 

care less. i like being

older - the rush is not 

there anymore. in its 

place is a certainty i 

exist

independent

of life

there is peace in knowing 

nothing really matters. how 

to explain this to a man who 

cares too much about people 

who discard and use: he is learning
self love: once skilled he will be
unstoppable. i guess that's 

why i like him - he gives hope 

and strengthens my faith

that nothing really
matters: all that much

as the years
continue
it will all pass away
until only what's left is

escape