Anchors

i do not worry 
or become anxious 
their existence is set 

anchored each by two 
life sources - even mine 
tied to this earth on each 

side. yours - yours i worry. 
i worry i am in the way - that we 
are spinning time you don't have. 

one word from 

your lips - and there  i stop, if you ask i come 
your touch enough to awaken my youth 
ten years ago - i would have been perfect 

you said but ten years ago - i wasn't me. 
i was her: bitter and angry - the earth 
traveling too fast it was a 

big pyramid scheme 

and I feared for 

my soul and the nightmares were strong. 
i was lost: my heart in the past - my body 
creating life because curls and sky blue 

eyes had said - it was my duty to repay 
what i had takend from him when young 

i repaid - he is anchored 

but at times when he sees his
son - he knows he made a mistake in the demand 

i fear we all make mistakes with our demands - so 
anchor, anchor well and i will gladly step aside 

i only need 

to know all of you 

is breathing