why is it all or nothing?
he returns and promises
me everything and nothing
at the same time. how is it
men can do this. perhaps
the everything is in my mind
and the nothing is what i have
or perhaps it is the other way
around. he pushes and i pull
he pulls and i push. it is an endless
dance that i do not want to be a part of - i want it all.
how does one tell a man that
that all is all i will have not
in parts, not in future tense
not in moments of self discovery
all. simple plain all. i come to understand what it is God wants
God simply wants all - God must be a woman after all.
