i am in this numbness between
asleep and awake btwn waiting
anxiously and waiting angrily. it
has done me in. see i am informed
that constellation is bringing back
my west wind. he is good and mad
spinning to get back. a depletion
of funds, an exorbitant amount of
work on a house he detests. i fear
he will fall right down the very rail
he repairs. he is so tired. i can do
little to aid or encourage or what
ever it is - i do - that makes him
want to return here where the heat
melts darker men than him, these
spirits that return him work well
in poetry and better on the rocks
