yet another simple miscalculation

........it's a sickness, a detangling of 
........................sorts. the universe abhors a vacuum 
........................................it replaces at the speed of light that 

                                                                           (his death - your coming)

........what you got rid of - it is mere self 
........................awareness that stops us from increasing 
........................................the loss. i lost. and that's ok. does not 

                                                                           (his laugh - yours lighter)

........mean i want another. does not mean 
........................i won't take my hazel narcissistic humbled 
........................................man back. does not mean i believe the lies

                                                                           (his anger - your awakening) 

........although they are nice. the ones he writes 
........................about missing me. the calls he makes at 
........................................nights - i do not answer. it is as simple as 

                                                                           (his memory - your scent) 

........one plus one makes two. and one minus 
........................one makes zero - except in life i am still 
........................................one and he's still one and we are not more

                                                                           (his life - our movement) 

and we are not less than sum of our love 

                                                                           (his fingers - our music)

however it may ........be........is........ between 

                                                                           (his goodness - your love) 

........................this space........and our time

                                                                           (my love - your soul)