us without expectations

i wonder - sir, now that resides on land,
if you have resolved your hegel conflict

i often pretend i am her - older and wiser
this thing of love all ready passed once
more. i wonder how many loves she has

i know i have had three in certain. two
others i count accidents: this is not lovers
lovers and love do not often go hand in

hand. three loves of differing factions
how many did she have - she reads me
i know - perhaps she will write me and

explain how to weed a garden and how
to prepare for the next harvest or perhaps
she will explain patience in love to me