"pay careful attention to you
and all the flock..."* God... i
have learned i do not care for
the flock as much i thought to
pretend to: i often pretend that
they are not even there. it is me
only and the ones closest to -
at times. at others because my
job dictates care and more is
made if one is perceived to care
- i care. and an odd thing occurs
i forget i was only pretending
*Acts 20:28
