she compares herself to a prostitute on several occasions
it is easier that way to show that her life is not what it should
be - and what it is: a conglomeration of the biggest mistakes
never taken but fallen into like alice in that book - which never
was read yet the illustrations were so inviting - the cat the most
becoming: the rabbit an easy stew: at night when she sleeps it
is mostly alone but there are nightsthataretoolong if alone: so
it's best to cuddle up near him, and when he reaches for her
life comes so readily
