tetelestai

"... Rain falls on the water
And pelts it, and rings it with silver. The willow trees glisten,
The sparrows chirp under the eaves; but the face in my heart
Is a secret of music.... I wait in the rain and am silent."
Listen again!... It says: "I have worked, I am tired,
The pencil dulls in my hand: I see through the window
Walls upon walls of windows with faces behind them,
Smoke floating up to the sky, an ascension of seagulls.
I am tired. I have struggled in vain, my decision was fruitless,
Why then do I wait? with darkness, so easy, at hand!...
But to-morrow, perhaps.... I will wait and endure till to-morrow!..." excerpt from Tetelestai by Conrad Aiken


and then there is me 

is that who we are - you
        man across the sea
        a man with two hands

a river with tribulations

tributaries gone awry
        what a morning poem
        to awaken to - it will

make my days work

a bit less lonely -a bit
        of pretending, as girls 
        do - that it was written

for me - the woman in

        me knows the truth but a river has many tributaries &
        perhaps i am one ... and i will await to inspire another