not so hard to listen

i thought unwavering that what i had
was little more than thought to give - i
often despise to give - i wonder why

teach

then there are moments - when all i
have is thought to give and i want so
much to share - after eighteen years

i find it hard to do so - i think often
i may loose the west wind for i share
so little - a few puns, a few laughs

my self

i want to try but it is so hard to speak