the "unpronounceable trace" element
is what confounds me: i see the idiocy
of my moves - the reasons why left is
not best and why right should not be
still - i cannot resist the lure - like a
fish that has nothing but fish around it
ready to feed instead the lure, the line
the call, the promise of the sliver of
what i now have come to understand
as the trace of what must be had
- as unpronounceable as it may be
because it is what completeness is
