paradigm

         the problem with atonement is -  i seem to make more
sins, more mistakes, more silly nonsense that few can accept

atonement - a made up word
by men who believe God may
forgive if the weather permits

a sin is a sin: just a sin - no less
no more - the strength belongs
to the collective thoughts given

i permit such thoughts to permeate
my soul - then i remember that
yesterday i killed a fly and held

no remorse, years before i chose
to end the life of a cat to avoid
a car crash as my fetus grew: these

thoughts are

what keep me awake - my sins