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how do i allow my son
to become a man: one

worthy to fail & be all
a woman could ever want

i do 

not think i have the courage
to let my son be such a man,

i want

nothing more than to hold him
watch him jump, play trains

 it would

be so easy to let this be his life,
so easy to control, yet

i know

in me that this is not life; this
is not to be a man, a man 

who finds

life a gift and a reason to exist