collateral damage

so you know my crazy now
is it too much? i wonder, it is
for most, but to me: it's a blast 

as i look back at my life and all that have tracked thru

i wonder what door they 
used to exit and if i went 
thru would it lead me to

them but most i don't ever care to see again, it was 

enough to have known of 
them, enough to have had 
a moment of existence with

when we swung into the sky and thought how 

glorious adulthood was 
going to be: i hear p***
plays a fish in a well known 

theater: had i gone towards my youthful dream: i ponder truth: what is it i really want in life